Hi there! Today was the day when I got back to Uni to study Psychology – a bit frightening but at the same time exciting. I have a had great day so far since I’ve been feeling a bit better and more confident than for ages. See, as I told you about my break-up I was really putting up a brave face. The truth to be told, I’ve been an emotional wreck and not been quite myself. Today I felt like I was little more me again. You know, when you end something that’s been a HUGE part of your life for three years you basically end up with nothing, alone and being someone you don’t even recognize. Yap, it happened to me. For a moment I was that girl.
After I came back from NYC I started to feel a glimpse of hope again. At last I started to DRESS like I was me and when my hair got even pinker, I was somewhat happy again. I still miss and love him but at the same time I’m getting stronger and feeling more empowered than ever.
I decided to push myself out of my comfort zone for the first day of school so I opted for a Forever 21 shirt in size Small and pair of dungarees. I’ve been afraid of showing my skin for so many years and what my break-up really taught me was that those small scary things don’t matter. If a flash of stomach shows a bit under my shirt, so what? No one died. Also, dungarees (mine are from River Island, size 8) are a cool piece of clothing, end of the story. I love how this outfit makes me feel; a bit of Rihanna-ish actually. I decided to pair the tomboyish combo of dungarees and a blouse with a pair of BCBGeneration heels which add a little rock’n’roll sexy edge to the outfit. What do you think?